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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

todae time passes quite fast, went sch with shaun... ( yes, we attended lecture together ) was quite a fun day cos he's realli full of shit the whole of todae and i was laughin all the way... relac i'm not interested in him... ( 101%, a chop with my signature... ) after class, we went to beach rd to buy his army stuffs, in the end the whole market was close for washin... but he did bought some stuff in the end... went home after tat and went to take a "nap"... woke up at ard 12??? lol... realli damn tired ya... help out tracy with haagen dazs stuffs till 5 plus in the morning...

haiz... i'm tryin to make myself occupied so not to tink abt him... he did msg me online jus noe cos he wanna find someone to replace him... he msg he on sat night olso askin me to replace him on sunday night... well, mayb he'll tink of me onli whether he need someone to replace him??? i'm not tryin to be paranoid or wat... but his actions realli lead me to this tinkin... i knoe i'm onli jus a normal friend or even onli a colleague... but i'm realli feelin down... he told me tat he "buang" tonite while playin corner and got buries on his arm and leg... got quite worried when he told me this news but fortunately he wasn injured seriously...

when will i realli throw him out of my mind and forget abt him... WHEN!!!

& Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Friday, July 14, 2006

damn tired after a full shift day at work... customers were quite okie ( not very demandin... ) but jus tat i'm realli too tired to smile at the customers... luckily i'm workin kitchen todae so dun realli have to serve the customers... lol...

other than tired actually i wasn't in a reali gd mood... ( cos of tat stupid guy ) i knoe i'm not in any position but some hoe i realli hope tat he could jus reply sayin a thank you... m i askin too much??? and this realli bothers me the whole of todae when o'm workin... at some moment, i even feel like cryin and smokin ( which is realli stupid of me to do )... did something childish to release my sadness... lol... shaun was wearin his shoes durin work cos he didn wanna dirty his nike shoes and i went to step on his shoes the whole day... i knoe its realli childish but i jus feel like doin it at that point of time...

"congrats" to him, he pass his TP and got his lisence... tot tat i should be happy for him, but i'm jus too disappointed to feel happy for him... dun even tink tat he will tell me tat he got his lisence??? forget it ger... put all these too an end fast ya!!! haiz...

& Friday, July 14, 2006

Thursday, July 13, 2006

went clubbin with tracy at MOS and jus reach hm... b4 we came back, we went to eat bak ku teh for supper... yum yum... as usual, MOS was so damn crowded and we could hardly move in the dance floor... music tonite wasn't tat bad jus tat its too crowded... :oP

todae's a wednesday, had a class at 9.30 but overslpt... so in the end went for the 2pm class instead. noticed a guy in the lec tat catch my eye, he was wearin a khaki green t-shirt n jeans. actually i saw him durin the monday lec but he was wearin a purple t-shirt which turn me off... lol... lec for Prices and Market was borin, felt that the lecturer was tokin to himself and he had a pissed off face while teachin... haha...

had been tinkin for the whole of todae whether to msg him anot... cos these few days he didn msg me online even though he saw me online on msn and i'm realli troubled by this... ( wats happening??? ) feel tat i'm actually being paranoiac cos i'm no one to him at all... STUPID ME, i went to msg him a msg wishin him gd luck for his TP tml... ( hopin tat he might reply??? ) and yes, my hope was smashed... he didn reply nor msg me the whole of tonight despite seein me online...

WAKE UP SHAN!!! put this to an end soon pls... let me knoe tat he's in love with another ger and let my onli hope for him die..............

& Thursday, July 13, 2006

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

thousands or million of plp had written their blog and noe this's my 1st... seems tat i'm out of earth for a couple of yrs ya... nv tot that i ever will write one or have one in my life... tired of rememberin past events so i guess writin one would help...

went to genting with ade 2 wks ago b4 sch starts and we did something bad up there which was SMOKIN... lol... we bought a pack of mentol lights for RM 7.70... smoked 2 cig each and we threw the rest away... ( we knoe we're wasting it ) went to shop for sch stuff up in genting and olso KL... realli miss my shoppin after comin back from hong kong...

sch jus started like a wk ago and i'm tryin to get used to sch life though its onli like 4 mths since i left sch... tot sch would be alonely coz there's only lec and no tutorials. luckily i've got my proj mates from poly tat i known if not i guess i won't even tok in sch... ( not an introvert but jus tat i dun realli tok to plp tat i jus know )

ade was called mi after my 1st lec on mon askin me whether any guy caught my attention in my LT. hmmm.... truely speakin there wasn mayb coz there's someone in my heart??? didn told anyone abt this guy b4... cos i couldn believe tat i'm fallin for someone younger than me again after YL... couldn bring myself to tell angel or ade abt this so they will nv knoe abt my bloggie... felt happy workin and spendin my time with him, feels tat he realli brighten my day everytime i saw him smilin ( stupid me )... but i knoe its realli impossible for the 2 of us coz we're realli from 2 diff world... GET OUT OF MY LIFE LITTLE BROTHERS!!! argh....

& Tuesday, July 11, 2006

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